Wednesday, October 22, 2008

The Truth About My Story

The Truth About My Story Is This:
"I prayed to learn my family history and I received exactly what I prayed for."

I have been given absolute proof that prayers will be answered if it will help you to serve God in peace, love, and charity. What an amazing gift I have been given?

I ask that you all keep me in your thoughts that whatever is about to happen, will help me to do what I am asked to do. I believe God has a wonderful plan waiting to unfold.

Terri Hanauer-Brahm

Sunday, October 19, 2008

My family's story is being documented into the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum. I have been on this wonderful journey for 5 years and it is about to come into full fruition, I just feel it. I have wanted to know my family and I have been given so much more than I had ever imagined I would receive. I have wanted to share the amazing truth of their survival with the world and now I am getting that chance. It is truly amazing how God works in our lives. I asked him for the truth and he gave into in so much detail. And he didn't stop with my father's family history; he gave me the truth of my mother's family. Mormon Pioneers from the beginning of the Mormon faith. If you think about it, I have been given a great gift, to be able to see what a miracle my life is. My father by all accounts should not have survived the Holocaust. He was 4 1/2 yrs old when he was sent to the Theresienstadt.

My mother's great grandfather had made 2 trips on the Mormon trail, first in 1854 at the age of 17 with his parents and grandfather, then again in 1864, journaling the entire trip. He met my gg grandmother on the trail, married her on the trail, and she nearly died of typhoid on the trail.


I feel very blessed for this gift. I just want to share with everyone how great our God is. For him to find in me the trust that I would do his will and help people to know how he loves us and his answers to prayers that come in his time.

Terri Hanauer-Brahm

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Hanauer Family narrative

By Terri Hanauer-Brahm

I would like to share my story with you of what I have found out about my family's heritage.


As I grew up, I had questions about my family. I knew my family was from Germany, but other than that, not much else. The only members of my family from Germany that were still alive would not open up to me about what happened to my grandfather or great grandparents.

My Father, Uri Hanauer was born in Berlin, Germany on February 6, 1940. I had no idea that he was a holocaust survivor until after his death on December 5, 1981. My grandmother pulled me aside at my father’s memorial service and told me that she and my father had been in a concentration camp during WWII. She said she needed to tell me this so I would understand why my father was never open with me about his childhood. I asked her the name of the camp and she would not tell me.

In 2002 my grandfather’s sister, Ilse had told me the name of the camp that my father, grandmother and great grandfather were taken to. It was Terezin (Theresienstadt) located in the Czech Republic. I started looking on the web for information on Theresienstadt and learned there was a museum in Israel that had the records of when people were transported to the camp. I had contacted the museum and they sent me copies of the transport documents for both my father and my grandmother. This was the beginning of my quest to learn the whole truth about my family’s survival during the holocaust. The only problem was that the 3 members of my family who had survived were now all deceased.

I then started sending emails to various German agencies on what I knew about my family, which at this point was very little. Fortunately my great aunt Ilse had given me names of some of my relatives just before her death in 2002.

I started out by not knowing anything about my family. I have learned the following from documents I have obtained from many agencies around the world starting in 2003. The notebook that holds these documents is 5” thick and filled. I have added another note book with correspondences I have had with The International Red Cross, historians, authors and German’s who knew my family during the war:

My grandfather’s name was Hans Heinz Hanauer and he was born on June 19, 1918 in Berlin.

My grandfather Hans and grandmother Ursula were married April 30, 1940 in Paderborn, Germany. Almost 3 months after my father’s birth.

On March 3, 1941, Hans had been warned not to leave his hiding place, because an arrest warrant had been issued against him. He was a member of an underground organization that had been plotting the assassination of Hitler and the organization had been infiltrated by a Nazi spy. Hans did not believe he would be arrested and he left his hiding place. As soon as he was spotted on the street, he was arrested.

Hans was then transported to the train station where he boarded the train that would be taking him to the labor camp, Gut Winkel in Spreenhagen. My father was with my grandmother at the train station where my grandfather had been taken. They were there to see him off. A soldier had asked my grandmother to hold my father, because he was trying to run to the train to be with his father. As Hans sat on the train, the wife of one of the soldier’s had given him a pen and piece of paper so he could write a note to my grandmother. The letter was hand delivered to my grandmother by the wife of a soldier that was on the train. My father’s half brother had given this letter to me in 2003. I had it translated right away. This is the exact translation:


3. III.41.

My Dear Love!

Now at day’s end I want to send a few lines. At noon you were standing by the train and I thought you had already left. Just as the train started to pull out, the wife of one of the soldiers said that you are still there. I looked right away but you had already started to walk away. That made me so sad because you were standing there and I didn’t look to see if you are still there.

That is the reason I wanted to write to you immediately so you will know that I am always with you in thought and I will always be thinking about you when there may be bad days like maybe today. Always know that there is someone thinking about you.

Dear Ursula I hope you won’t have to suffer because of me, I hope all will be good again. I am hoping to hear from you, so I can stop worrying about you. Greetings and kisses from your loving, sometimes a little stupid
Hans

Give Uri a kiss from Pappa.


Written on side of postcard from the wife of one of the soldiers who had hand delivered note to my grandmother Ursula:
“You do not know me but I am sending greetings, Ester Binder”.


Hans spent 2 years in Gut Winkel. This labor camp was set up to educate young Jewish men and women in agriculture and wood working so they could immigrate to Palestine.

Hans was transported from Gut Winkel to Auschwitz on March 4, 1943. There were 1159 people on the train and Hans was the 983rd person registered on the manifest. Hans was registered on the manifest as Hans Heinz Israel Hanauer. Hans arrived in Auschwitz on March 6, 1943 and was given the prison #106433. Hans was murdered in Auschwitz on March 31, 1943.

Both of my great grandfathers were Jewish and both of my great grandmothers were Christian.

My great grandfather (Ursula’s father) Jonas Rosenfeld had been incarcerated on 3 occasions. He documented all of the dates in a journal that my father’s half brother had. I had made a copy of this journal in 2003
Jonas was held in a facility on Rosenstrasse (Rose St.) in Berlin with over 10,000 other Jewish men, women and children. This was from February 27, 1943 until March 8, 1943. This was to be the last evacuation of the remaining Jews in Berlin, most of which were in mixed marriages (Christian/Jews). When the Christian wives of the Jewish men found out they were being held there, they began to go to the building and protest against the detainment of their spouses. The protest actually ended on March 6, 1943. The prisoners were released in alphabetical order one by one. Because Jonas’ last name was Rosenfeld, his release date was March 8, 1943.

There was a movie released in 2003 and made by German director Margarethe Von Trotta named “Rosenstrasse”. I saw this movie in 2005, and at that time I had no idea that my family had been involved in it. I actually purchased the movie the very next day, because I felt compelled to watch it again. It would be about 5 months later that I would go to the copied journal looking for birthdates of Jonas’ family members. As I was going through his notes I came across the translations of his dates of arrest. I was in shock when I saw in his own handwriting the date 27 Feb. 1943 until 8 Mar. 1943.

I had been told that my family was protected by my great grandmother’s Christian heritage. My great grandmother Emma Tscharntke-Rosenfeld died on August 16, 1944. On August 21, 1944, my father, grandmother and great grandfather were arrested. On September 8, 1944, the three of them were transported to Theresienstadt. They were liberated on June 7, 1945 and returned to Berlin. They left Berlin on May 29, 1946 on the SS Mariner and arrived in New York on June 18, 1946.

I was contacted by Michael Schneeberger in August of 2007. He was with the Ephraim Gustav Hoelein Genealogy Project of the Ronald S. Lauder Foundation located in Wuerzburg. He said my email was forwarded to him from an office in Berlin that had received my email over a year earlier. Michael had located information on my family which was held in Lower Franconia and created a family tree for me. In September 2007, I received my family tree that traced my Hanauer family back to Abraham Hanauer born in 1727 in Wiesenfeld, Bavaria. Michael had done a lot of research and had documented on property that was taken from my family, which included Gestapo numbers placed on the property. He had also included camps where my family were taken and murdered.

I have found 3 extended family members, 1 of which I have linked to my family. His name is Mike Jones and he lives in England. We have all come together through a website that bares our family name, Hanauer.

According to the German government, my grandfather Hans and grandmother Ursula were considered “Mischlinge” (half-breed). This was the label given to Christian Jews. All who were of Jewish heritage were mandated to take new middle names as they registered, “Israel” for males and “Sara” for females. This was how the Jews were identified by the Nazi’s.

My great grandfather Max Hanauer owned a women’s clothing factory in Berlin. It had been taken away from him during the holocaust and was destroyed during the bombings. In October, 2007 I received from a distant relative in Buenos Aires, Argentina a copy of listed addresses for businesses in Berlin in 1927. It shows my great grandfather, Max Hanauer’s name, address and what type of business he owned.


My great grandmother Frieda Hanauer had sewn all of Max Hanauers’ mother’s jewelry into the hem of her clothing. She had also sewn family pictures into the lining of her dresses. There are over 200 photos dating back to the mid 1800’s that were saved.

My great grandparents, Max and Frieda Hanauer were hidden in a small cabin in Grunau, just outside of Berlin. This was the property of a woman named Lotte Mader who was an employee of my grandfather’s clothing factory. I have learned this from Tutti. Tutti was an employee of my great grandfather’s factory. She was friends of Ilse and Hans and she decided that it was time for our family to know the truth of what happened during the war. In 2005, Tutti had sent me a bowl and plate that my grandfather Hans had made as an apprentice and had given to her in the late 30’s.

I have documented Max Hanauer’s voyage to America in 1903. On the manifest, it showed him as a Brewer from Berlin. He had over $400 cash at the time he arrived to Ellis Island.

He traveled from New York to Salt Lake City to spend time with 3 cousins living there who owned the HANAUER SMELTING WORKS UTAH at Salt Lake City, Utah. From there he went to San Francisco, where he survived the San Francisco earthquake of 1906. He had taken 2 panoramic pictures of the devastation and I have the copies. My cousin Juliette Hanauer has the originals. He went back to Germany sometime in 1906. I am still trying to find out where he had traveled and when he actually left America.

My great-great grandfather David Hanauer was a Hops and Barley trader in Bavaria. His brother’s owned farms and were the growers of the hops and barley. He traded in Russia and China. My cousin, Mike Jones had told me that one of the Hanauer brother’s had owned a tobacco farm in Bavaria.

There were many Hanauers’ that were murdered during the holocaust.

I would like to share my story with the world. I know there are many stories already published about the holocaust, but I do believe mine has many pieces of German history not really known to the world.

Every word written is the truth backed by documentation from many sources. The United States Holocaust Memorial Museum has documented many pictures of my family and I have donated my father’s ID card and his release card from Theresienstadt to the USHMM.

This book is a testimonial to how God has answered my prayers. I had prayed to learn my family history and I was given the most amazing documentation.


As I finalized my father’s family documentation, my mother asked me to start on her genealogy. Now, that is a whole other story that holds an amazing tracking of her ancestors as Mormon pioneers. I have a feeling I will find a connection between my great grandfather, Max Hanauer and one of my mother’s ancestors in Salt Lake City. It wouldn’t surprise me a bit.

United States Holocaust Memorial Museum








From: Terri Brahm Date: Fri, Oct 17, 2008 at 11:29 PMSubject: Hanauer Family HistoryTo: Rebecca Erbelding-Archives USHMM
Dear Rebecca,

I received your letter today. It is an honor for me to share my family history with you.

I have made copies of all of my documentation and I would also like to submit it into your archives. Should I send it with the DEED OF GIFT letter?

I am meeting with the Head Librarian of the Prescott Library next Friday to possibly exhibit some of my family's belongings that had been hidden during the holocaust and also display some of my documents. I have been able to share my story and documentation with a lot of people and everyone who sees what I have acquired are just amazed at the amount of detailed information I have. This is not just on my father's side, but also on my mother's. Her family members were Mormon's and I have been able to document them all the way back to the Mayflower and beyond.

I had prayed to know the truth about my father's family, but I think God had a different plan for me. He wanted me to know my full heritage and boy is it unbelievable.

I am very thankful to The United States Holocaust Memorial Museum for allowing me to preserve my family's history, before, during and after the Holocaust. It is not only important for this world, but more important for my descendants.

Sincerely,
Terri Hanauer-Brahm

















Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Larry & Cheri Mabbitt

Yesterday afternoon, Larry & Cheri Mabbitt came into my work and gave me a list of publisher's. They feel my research needs to be published. Larry spent the weekend looking for possible publishers. He gave me a list and I picked one to start with to see what would transpire.

Last evening, I had filled out information with Arbor book publishing. I wanted to see what it would cost for me to publish a book on my family research.

I received an email this morning from one of the owners of Arbor and he wrote, "What an extraordinary story you have -- it seems like it has all he hallmarks of a bestseller or major motion picture."

I ask that all who read my post today, please say a prayer for me. I feel it is very important for my history to be shared.


Dear Heavenly Father,

May your will for me today be of the sharing of my family history with the world. You have given me all of this information and I have to believe it is so I can share it with the entire world. May your will be done in my life today. I love you Lord with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind, and with all my strength.

In Jesus Name I Pray,
Amen.

Terri Hanauer-Brahm

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

September 1, 2008-September 23, 2008

By Terri Hanauer-Brahm

Monday, September 1, 2008

Dear Lord,
Thank you for this past (Labor Day) weekend. Thank you for allowing me to grow more in wisdom, in knowledge, in peace, in love, in prosperity, and in happiness.
You have allowed me to have many blessings and I truly thank you for those. I ask that you continue to bless my family and friends and the entire world. Reveal your truths to the world, that all may be saved.
I ask all these truths to be given through the death and resurrection of Jesus,
Amen


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

I started reading "The Relationship Principles Of Jesus".

Chapter 1-Nothing Is More Important Than Relationships.

Jesus said, "The most important commandment is this, 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength'. 'Love your neighbor as yourself'". Mark 12:28-34


Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Matthew 6:33-34


Thursday, September 4, 2008 "Love God With All Your Heart"

Dear Lord Jesus,
I ask that you continue to fill my heart with your unconditional love, that I may be a beacon of your true love.
Please continue to bring anyone who needs to know your true love into my life, so I may share your Glorious gifts of love with them.
You are my savior and I ask that everyone I meet today, see you in me, and in turn you will allow me to see you in them.
May your truths be embedded in my soul.
Amen


Friday, September 5, 2008

Dear Lord,
I ask that only your will for my soul to be my path. That through all of my connections to others, your will be done.
Please continue to allow me to do your works of faith, so that I may bring the lost back to you.
Thank you for the faith you have in me and for showering with the many gifts you have placed in my soul.
Amen


Saturday, September 6, 2008

To Love God With All Your Mind, You Must Put God's Words Into Your Mind.

Verse to Remember: Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things. Philippians 4:8

Dear Lord,
Please help to heal the relationships in my life that are unhealthy. Allow the Holy Spirit to intercede and mend these relationships through Jesus blood and sacrifice.
Amen


Sunday, September 7, 2008

No one is outside the bounds of my love.

"Love Your Neighbor As Yourself" Luke 10:27

Who is the person in my life I need to take the risk to love? Kati

Dear Lord,
My salvation lies in the ability to love everyone unconditionally. Please give me the strength to love everyone, even those who may find fault in me and judge me on the faults.
Through Jesus, may I be a servant of your divine love,
Amen


Monday, September 8, 2008

Dear Lord,
Teach me to love you with all my heart and soul and mind and strength. And teach me to love my neighbor as myself. I have a lot to learn. Right now Lord, I bring to you a relationship that's on my mind. Would you lead me as I read this book and look at your example to see what to do and how to do it? This week, help me to see just one thing I can do that will make a difference. And Jesus, I can't close this prayer without thanking you for all you've done to create a relationship with me. You know me and you love me and you gave your life for me. Thank you for who you are.
In Jesus Name I Pray,
Amen


Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Heavenly Father,

I don't have the strength to do this on my own. I'm trusting in your strength to enable me to believe and think and say and do the right thing.
In Jesus Name,
Amen

Jesus doesn't want us to try our hardest; he wants us to learn to trust him.

"A new command I give to you: Love one another, as I have loved you, so you must love one another". John 13:34



Wednesday, September 10, 2008

If you've stopped feeling love, the first step is to begin to act with love again.

Let us not become weary in doing good, for the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9

Dear Lord,
I hold up to you my relationships I have with my mother, with Danielle, and with Jonathan. I ask that your loving hand guide us together in your unconditional love. That we all may meet together in your praise and glory.
I ask these things in Jesus name,
Amen


Thursday, September 11, 2008

God will never command you to do something he will not give you the power to do.
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made in perfect love. 1 John 4:18

How can I take a love that's old and allow God to make it new?

To Love All As Thyself.


Friday, September 12, 2008

Jesus took his own emotions seriously, and so he expressed those emotions openly and then chose to act lovingly.
Jesus wept John 11:35

Dear Lord,
Thank you for allowing to show my emotions to everyone and for giving me the strength to deal with those emotions in your loving way.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen


Saturday, September 13, 2008

Dear Lord,
Please allow me to keep my heart pure love for all. Allow all my relationships to grow in your true love. Allow the people who need me as their teacher to come to me with open hearts and all of us to be complete in your loving way.
May this world come to you and know you as their true God; Father, Son, Spirit.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen


Sunday, September 14, 2008-Happy Birthday "27th" Danielle

"Heavenly Father, I trust in you for forgiveness instead of trusting myself to earn your favor. I trust you to show me how to live the life you created for me to live".

Accept God's gift. Then respond by passing the gift on to others.

The only way I can find the strength to forgive others is to embrace the fact that Jesus has forgiven me.

God is faithful and reliable. If we confess our sins, he forgives them and cleanses us from everything we have done wrong. 1 John 1:9


Monday, September 15, 2008

Lord,
I need to grow in my relationships. I pray that I never get beyond being challenged by this incredible promise that I can love others as you have loved us. As I hear the challenge in those words, I choose to turn to you and ask you for the strength to love. As I pray this, I recognize how deeply you love me. I pray that the love you have for me will motivate a love for others that I could never have on my own.
In Your Name I Pray, Jesus
Amen



Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Dear Lord,
May the words that flow through my lips bring peace and love to all whom I speak with. That I may share in your wisdom and knowledge and be a beacon of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
The Gift of your spirit is all we need to have in order for us to fulfill your promise of forgiveness of our sins.
May your blessings be showered on Prescott Valley Christian Church, all of its parishioner's, this community, this country, this world, that all will come to you of their own free will, that your peace will still any pain they may have.
In Jesus Name I Pray These Words
Amen


Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Dear Lord,
Grant everyone in this world the peace and comfort of your love. That we all may love one another with genuine hearts.
Outreach your hands over the earth and send out the strength to our hearts, that may be softened with your grace and blessings that will carry over to our relationships with others.
May this world find peace and good will true others.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Dear Lord,
I come to you today with my heart wide open, allowing you to fill it with your blessings of peace and love. That you may allow me to be a disciple of your truths which are written in your book of truths, The Holy Bible.
I am your obedient servant. I will always do your good deeds towards others. Thank you for the confidence you have instilled in my soul, that I may be a true giver of your love.
Father, Son, & Holy Spirit, as one, you fill my cup of faith, peace and love. Thank you for these magnificent gifts.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen



Friday, September 19, 2008

Dear Lord,
Please guide me to be honest and forthright with everyone I meet and talk to today. Please allow your words to be the words that come from my mouth.
I ask that my life be in your hands everyday and that the love, peace and faith you want this world to see flow out from as a beacon. You have forgiven my every sin and I am most thankful for that. In return, I give my soul to you, to be full of your graces and blessings.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen


Saturday, September 20, 2008

Dear Heavenly Father,
I put my soul in your hands. You know my family's needs. I ask that our needs be met by your will.
I ask that you continue to bring in our lives the people we need in our lives, that we may touch one another with your Holy Spirit.
Dear Lord, I thank you for the many gifts you have given to me and also thank you for allowing me to share them with so many of your children.
You are awe inspiring. My faith is in you that you will continue to answer my prayers.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen


Sunday, September 21, 2008

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for this day. Your day of total reverence. I know you have a wonderful day planned for me. To meet and touch the lives of many new people. Thank you for the confidence you instill in my soul, that I may be deemed worthy of your loving touch towards others. I accept your will to help everyone to know you as our father who art in heaven. That your love is the only love we need to share with one another.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen



Monday, September 22, 2008

Please give the ability to communicate with everyone I am with today. That my words and actions are from your truths.
Allow me the ability to overcome obstacles of darkness if they come into my relationships with others.
I am your obedient servant who only has your wishes to fulfill. Let my relationships reflect your love and peace. Give me the power to overcome any disagreements which may arise, giving me the wisdom and knowledge of your words, that I may speak only your truths.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen


Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Dear Heavenly Father,
I ask for your strength today, that I may not be judgmental towards others. I do not want to be a hypocrite. Please show me the way to be an example of your truth in integrity. I want to show mercy in my actions and words.
Please allow me the gifts of non-judgment and care for all mankind. Take away the plank in my eye, so that I may in turn help remove the speck from fellow man's eye.
Please allow the Holy Spirit to be my guide.
In Jesus Name I Pray
Amen

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

While Growing Up


"Wherever there was music, I would dance."